Cheryl JAn open letter to my ex-stalker.
June 30th 2008 13:49
I don't know if you know where I am now you sick bastard I just wanted to say thank you for stealing from me. You stole my trust, you stole my privacy and it will probably appeal to your little ego that you have left an indelible mark on who I am.
My email was just hacked. Most people when hacked automatically think some random person has found their details. My mind goes to the man who followed me while I was shopping, buying coffee, living my life. The man who tracked me to my workplace, where I caught public transport and then broke into my home to draw a message on my mirror and watched me while I slept.
Thank you for making me so fearful over a hacking that I had an anxiety attack.
Thank you for making it hard for me to trust people, for being so paranoid about maybe glimpsing someone else's email so that I feel like I'm violating their privacy. Thank you so much for ripping from me my feelings of security. For taking my fear out on my friends.
I hope it inflates your pathetic ego and probably non-existent penis and personality. But let me tell you, you are not a man, you are a bloodsucking parasite that feeds off people. You are an ugly bald little fat man. You are as ugly on the inside as you are on the outside. You will never know what it is to love a person because you are incapable of feeling anything but feeding off obsessions you have of women who wouldn't look your way twice. I have two words for you, you shitty excuse for a human being...FUCK YOU!
I will eventually overcome this but you will always be a pathetic loser.
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My email was just hacked. Most people when hacked automatically think some random person has found their details. My mind goes to the man who followed me while I was shopping, buying coffee, living my life. The man who tracked me to my workplace, where I caught public transport and then broke into my home to draw a message on my mirror and watched me while I slept.
Thank you for making me so fearful over a hacking that I had an anxiety attack.
Thank you for making it hard for me to trust people, for being so paranoid about maybe glimpsing someone else's email so that I feel like I'm violating their privacy. Thank you so much for ripping from me my feelings of security. For taking my fear out on my friends.
I hope it inflates your pathetic ego and probably non-existent penis and personality. But let me tell you, you are not a man, you are a bloodsucking parasite that feeds off people. You are an ugly bald little fat man. You are as ugly on the inside as you are on the outside. You will never know what it is to love a person because you are incapable of feeling anything but feeding off obsessions you have of women who wouldn't look your way twice. I have two words for you, you shitty excuse for a human being...FUCK YOU!
I will eventually overcome this but you will always be a pathetic loser.
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Comment by Morgan Bell
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*hugs*
Comment by Kleonaptra
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People call me brave. They say Im honest. But my stalker enjoyed the internet far too much for me to write something like this. I try to be so careful - I even removed my public resume from the internet because it had my adress on it.
I know the feeling darl, believe me. Recently Ive had clothes go missing....I cant help but think hes back. Little things - A gate latched the wrong way, a rug off one of the horses. It creeps me out. Why not just face me you goddamn coward? Im finally ready.
*Hugs* To ya darlin.
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Not that I have any idea what it's like... well maybe there was that one time ... which for me culminated in a shotgun nozzle pointing through a mysterious hole in the bedroom window... wow, I had forgotten about that until just then...
They say laughter is the best medicine, my sweet.
Laugh deeply.
Lilla ...
Comment by D. Armenta
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I've been through this too. Think of this as an opportunity: guys like this are just begging to fulfill your deepest fantasies of normally unthinkable violence . No holds are barred now, you know, as long as you're in your home. He thinks he has power over you? Has you hiding under your bed? Good! That'll make him twice as vulnerable to a counterattack.
Have some fun making up imaginative and painful booby traps to plant around the house when you go out or go to bed. Read up on computer trojans, time bombs, etc. and have one ready in your inbox or address book for his next email invasion. If he's a phone stalker, find some really earsplitting noisemakers to treat him to--air horns are always good. I like a nice piercing whistle, like a police whistle-something that'll cause temporary deafness.
Turn the tables, Cheryl. Don't let some nutless loser keep you in fear.
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For your own safety i would strongly urge you to keep a distance from Morgan- she has been known in the past to become quite infatuated, often to a point where she immerses herself in the identity of others... I still remember to good old days when Murphy Bean was trolling gay chat-rooms far and wide, Morgan, coercing many a man to flaunt his loins via a webcam... *sigh*
But look at her now, all reformed!
Comment by Cheryl J
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The stalker incident was a few years ago but this just brought it all to the surface. It turns out that a trojan had gotten through my very expensive anti-virus software and someone gained access through that. They got into my emails and a few other things and even tried my banking account (go St George for shutting them down!). I've reinstalled but had a couple of very anxious nasty days.
It was really nice logging on and seeing all the support.
Morgan, thanks for being lovely as always.
Kleo, You made me realise it happens more often than I think. At least we know we can vent to each other
Thank you Ruby.
Lilla, you made me giggle, thanks!
D. Armenta, christ there's a lot of sickos out there. I no longer live where I used to but I'm liking the idea of making mental torture devices, that should keep me occupied.
Journeywoman, the police treated it as a joke and actually laughed about it in my presence and I made them apologise. Because there was no sign of forced entry they would not even take fingerprints. The man who stalked me lived in my building and still they did nothing.
Sara, as I said above they knew who he was but because he only followed me everywhere and acted bizarrely and there was no proof he broke into my apartment (because the police never looked) and there were no verbal threats or physical assaults they would do nothing.
Johnny, thanks mate, I know you're always on the other end of the phone.
Tracey, thanks I'm much cooler now that I know what happened but I obviously have a lot of unresolved fear. I hope to rectify that.
Troy, it is shit. Big smelly shit.
I will keep it in mind that Morgan is a master of disguise and can disguise herself as a short fat bald man of Indian descent. I will be alert but not alarmed.
Thanks again all. The best thing is I DO know who he was and if he ever shows his pathetic little face again I WILL turn the tables. He will know my fear. Two can play at that game.
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Comment by Warwick
Shame I didnt know you back then though...He would have found it difficult writing anything, anywhere with his fingers superglued up his fat arse!
I understand how the hacking would have brought back such horrible memories though.
Take care but live free sweet lady.